It might seem weird, but I really wish I could go back to the first day you left us. Everyone was together and it was completely acceptable for me to drop to the ground wherever I was and just fucking cry. It’s harder now that I have to stand strong every day and that no one seems to understand why I would feel like crying.
The fact that a single human can make you feel the best and worst you’ve ever felt makes me sick.
sleepy boys are the best because they have cute messed up hair and squishy tired cheeks and little droopy eyes and are at their most vulnerable making it easier to kill them